Cool. It actually works.

Shuha it actually works! I signed in! Ok since you'll be the only one reading this right, I seriously don't know what to do with this blog. Basically I'm just bored and since we just talked about this like just now and I'm really bored and I just felt like writing.

Ok so.... we have three choices. What to do with the blog.
1) Keep on writing as if people are actually reading it with our lame activities. Or trash people. Whatever gives.
2) Abandon it and like....leave it dead and like leave the posts as they are and stuff.
3) Delete it.

So, decide now Shuha cause it's a pretty blog.
And yeah, I'll let Izzudin and Vir now as well.

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I miss N.

pure bliss

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to nashuha,
happy birthday to you

Heheh. Yesterday was my birthday :D Nashuha's finally 15. woohoooo. This is how it went

At 12 sharp, birthday wishes were pouring in from everywhere i.e phone calls, text messages, myspace, facebook. I replied thank you to everyone, and that was a pain in the ass sampai nak putus jari. but nevermind :D suhaimie called me from 1130 till 1210 which means anybody else who called during that period of time couldn't reach me. quite a number of people did actually, but they all ended up texting me anyway. Hahah. Except for this one particular boy who didn't wish me at all but instead, scolded me for not picking up the phone -_- whatever dude.
In school, masa perhimpunan, syira arrived with a roxy bag in her hand. She handed it to me, and i kinda guessed what's inside already. A PURSE! She knows how my old purse is a bitch. Then came to izzudin, he also gave me a present. A PENCIL BOX, which i also need desperately. heheh. i love them to deathhhhh <3 seriously.
masa rehat was the best. aderina qistina insyira and i were at the table macam biasa then came suhaimie from behind with a cake. izzudin aniq shahid muiz and some other people i cant remember, gathered around the table and sang me the birthday song. pure bliss, i tell you :)

Thank you to the names mentioned above <3
And thank you for those who wished <33

festive season

it's that time of the year again. raya babyyyyyy :D wishing you a joyous raya and forgive me for all my wrong doings yeah? intentionally or otherwise.

this is how my raya went so far.
played mercun yesterday with my family, konon2 lawan dengan syira from far la kan. may the best family wins. kan babe kan? haha. helped mama with the cupcakes, it turned out to be sooo scrumptious, no joke. ORDER UP! hahah takde la. slept around 2 something and woke up at 730. didnt have much sleep, but i was all hyped up. since kakak and mama were so busy preparing the food, i decided to iron my baju raya myself. and guess what, terkena tangan -_- nice one shuha. but its better now. after the dudes got back from sembahyang raya, we took pictures and bla bla bla. you know all those usual stuff we normally do. oh and not forgetting, the best part, DUIT RAYA from babah. hehehe :D after breakfast, we went to the graveyard. to visit nani, grandpa and ala nadia. *may you rest in peace* this thorn went through my finger and there were scratches all over my hand. but it's okay. i haven't visited them for like 9 years already. haihh i sure miss them.

now, im here, blogging. pathetic huh? i hear all my friends having fun at their hometown. oh how i envy them. kampung pun dekat kl je, like 10 minutes drive. how suck-ish is that. we used to have so much fun, back when nani was still around. since she went back to her Maker, we dont have that much fun anymore. okay, lepasni going to shah alam since my other grandmother is staying there for awhile. i dont really know whats happening next. all im looking forward to is the duit raya and of course, food food food!

i hope you guys have fun this year :) but not for me as pmr is dying to meet me!


love, nashuhanaeela

Have faith

Hey. Syira here again. I'm starting to actually play my part in this blog. First of all I'd just like to say that nashuha is a hundred and one percent right about choosing your friends. Do not settle for bitches who don't got no friends. To nashuha, heads up babe, don't feel bad. You didn't do nythin wrong. Your boyfriend did. Oh jap silap, EX-boyfriend.

oh and please mofos, jangan pendam perasaan. you should know better. don't be so pathetic yeah? dont act without thinking cause you're just gonna feel insulted, left out etc etc. And yeah, food for thought, honesty is the best policy. USE IT goddamnit. don't backstab people pastu bagi alasan nak jaga perasaan orang. seriously, dont give a damn about what people feel cause if you just end up lying about what you're really doing and be a hypocrite then you're no better than all them effers out there who sucks it every single day just to get noticed and so help me god, think it's cool.

as long as i'm here, i'm planning on starting a new revolution. one without lies, hypocrisy and backstabbing thugs.

as if.
goodnight people.

Appreciating

You know, i have this thing. I trust people too easily. That has been a problem for me since day one. You can never really trust everyone around you. When you have this clique, you tend to shut out the world. That's the way to do it. Really.

But you know, people always try to steal your attention away from the ones you love. And you, knowing nothing, diverge your attention to other people without even realizing. You trust that someone. Your friends have been telling you not to, cause she will turn her back on you one day. You keep on believing that she won't do the same thing to you.

My point of the story here is, appreciate the ones you have. Just because some other are more fun doesn't mean they are reliable. Don't, i repeat, don't let anyone screw up your friendship. I've learned this lesson the hard way.

My other three ;
insyira
aderina
qistina

no one can ever beat them.

Sure we've had our ups and downs. And feel irritated because we're around each other too much, but they are the ones i can trust truly. Right now, we are oh-so-strong and i don't think anyone can break us apart. I don't know what i'll do without them. Still, i'm not saying don't be friends with the world. You can and you should.

Adeeb izzudin virginie nadira namira suhaimie are also the ones i trust whole-heartedly. I know they'll be there for me in rough times. Just like they're here for me right now through this difficult phase in life.

I love you guys


With love, nashuha naeela

thirteen. Nashuha

Hi. This is my bestfriend Nashuha. Obviously.
You can call her loud, hyperactive, easy to talk to, but the highlight here is SHE HAS A VERY BAD TEMPER. You wouldn't wanna get too close when she's having one of her mood swings. trust me, i of all people would know.

When you see us together, you might think that it's always smooth sailing. Well, you know nothing. We've been thru a lot of ups and downs, and it has brought a closer because between us there are no secrets and we dont have hard feelings for each other. she's my zen place.

Nashuha you see, she's very very weird. she talks about the most bizarre stuff, you wont even get her. She has this stupid way of talking in circles and not getting straight to the point but somehow, i get her. She doesn't give a shit about how i feel when she talks to me and that's what i admire most. cause she's the type who's open-minded and tells me whenever i look like shit or whenever i behave as if i'm out of place.

i made this promise to myself (eleh) that once i'm ruler of the world, i'd still have nashuha as my bestfriend cause noone can replace her cause she's too fucking special and irreplacable and most of all, one of a kind.
you see we met six years ago at this summer camp in perth. since then, we lost contact and met up again last year.

Roughly i've known her from a stick thin little girl, always with her pink barbie bag and pink sweater, to a thin teenager with small boobs, to an even pudgy and fat teenager still with slightly bigger boobs :)
Nashuha has seen me grown from a little girl who's really down to earth to a pudgy and fat teenager with big boobs, and this year an even pudgy and fat teenager with even bigger boobs. hahhhhhhaaahhh. whatevorrrr la kan. i used to be stick thing once, long ago. god said that if i was still stick thin i would conquer the universe because i have a fucking big faculty so he prevented it from happening. God is Great.

You see even thou sometimes we pendam perasaan with each other, we'll always find out. Best thing bout her is, she actually lets me do what i want, when i want as long as i stick to the books. she gets mad when i do stupid things, but hey if i was a girl who wouldn't do stupid things and would settle for less, would i be the syira you know now? no right. sure we share every single boy problem we have. we dont always agree on the same thing but our advices are always taken into consideration and i know that she knows this too.

You see, we might not agree on some things. Even more things i expect when it comes to the future. We adapt and change to everything right? We're only human afterall. I hope, that we wont grow apart and still be as crazy as we already are cause i love nashuha and yes, noone is good enough to replace her. TO THE BOYS, NONE OF YOU ARE GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER CAUSE SHE FUCKING DESSERVES BETTER.

Note to nashuha if you're reading this, please know what you'll always have a special place in my heart and i will always love and miss you wherever you are. I'm always gonna be here for you even if we grow apart. Come on, who are the boys kidding? We're too good for them boys out there. Am I right?


I hope, that by now. You'd be crying your friggin eyes out.
WITH LOVE, your bitch Syira.