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I miss N.

pure bliss

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to nashuha,
happy birthday to you

Heheh. Yesterday was my birthday :D Nashuha's finally 15. woohoooo. This is how it went

At 12 sharp, birthday wishes were pouring in from everywhere i.e phone calls, text messages, myspace, facebook. I replied thank you to everyone, and that was a pain in the ass sampai nak putus jari. but nevermind :D suhaimie called me from 1130 till 1210 which means anybody else who called during that period of time couldn't reach me. quite a number of people did actually, but they all ended up texting me anyway. Hahah. Except for this one particular boy who didn't wish me at all but instead, scolded me for not picking up the phone -_- whatever dude.
In school, masa perhimpunan, syira arrived with a roxy bag in her hand. She handed it to me, and i kinda guessed what's inside already. A PURSE! She knows how my old purse is a bitch. Then came to izzudin, he also gave me a present. A PENCIL BOX, which i also need desperately. heheh. i love them to deathhhhh <3 seriously.
masa rehat was the best. aderina qistina insyira and i were at the table macam biasa then came suhaimie from behind with a cake. izzudin aniq shahid muiz and some other people i cant remember, gathered around the table and sang me the birthday song. pure bliss, i tell you :)

Thank you to the names mentioned above <3
And thank you for those who wished <33

festive season

it's that time of the year again. raya babyyyyyy :D wishing you a joyous raya and forgive me for all my wrong doings yeah? intentionally or otherwise.

this is how my raya went so far.
played mercun yesterday with my family, konon2 lawan dengan syira from far la kan. may the best family wins. kan babe kan? haha. helped mama with the cupcakes, it turned out to be sooo scrumptious, no joke. ORDER UP! hahah takde la. slept around 2 something and woke up at 730. didnt have much sleep, but i was all hyped up. since kakak and mama were so busy preparing the food, i decided to iron my baju raya myself. and guess what, terkena tangan -_- nice one shuha. but its better now. after the dudes got back from sembahyang raya, we took pictures and bla bla bla. you know all those usual stuff we normally do. oh and not forgetting, the best part, DUIT RAYA from babah. hehehe :D after breakfast, we went to the graveyard. to visit nani, grandpa and ala nadia. *may you rest in peace* this thorn went through my finger and there were scratches all over my hand. but it's okay. i haven't visited them for like 9 years already. haihh i sure miss them.

now, im here, blogging. pathetic huh? i hear all my friends having fun at their hometown. oh how i envy them. kampung pun dekat kl je, like 10 minutes drive. how suck-ish is that. we used to have so much fun, back when nani was still around. since she went back to her Maker, we dont have that much fun anymore. okay, lepasni going to shah alam since my other grandmother is staying there for awhile. i dont really know whats happening next. all im looking forward to is the duit raya and of course, food food food!

i hope you guys have fun this year :) but not for me as pmr is dying to meet me!


love, nashuhanaeela

Have faith

Hey. Syira here again. I'm starting to actually play my part in this blog. First of all I'd just like to say that nashuha is a hundred and one percent right about choosing your friends. Do not settle for bitches who don't got no friends. To nashuha, heads up babe, don't feel bad. You didn't do nythin wrong. Your boyfriend did. Oh jap silap, EX-boyfriend.

oh and please mofos, jangan pendam perasaan. you should know better. don't be so pathetic yeah? dont act without thinking cause you're just gonna feel insulted, left out etc etc. And yeah, food for thought, honesty is the best policy. USE IT goddamnit. don't backstab people pastu bagi alasan nak jaga perasaan orang. seriously, dont give a damn about what people feel cause if you just end up lying about what you're really doing and be a hypocrite then you're no better than all them effers out there who sucks it every single day just to get noticed and so help me god, think it's cool.

as long as i'm here, i'm planning on starting a new revolution. one without lies, hypocrisy and backstabbing thugs.

as if.
goodnight people.

Appreciating

You know, i have this thing. I trust people too easily. That has been a problem for me since day one. You can never really trust everyone around you. When you have this clique, you tend to shut out the world. That's the way to do it. Really.

But you know, people always try to steal your attention away from the ones you love. And you, knowing nothing, diverge your attention to other people without even realizing. You trust that someone. Your friends have been telling you not to, cause she will turn her back on you one day. You keep on believing that she won't do the same thing to you.

My point of the story here is, appreciate the ones you have. Just because some other are more fun doesn't mean they are reliable. Don't, i repeat, don't let anyone screw up your friendship. I've learned this lesson the hard way.

My other three ;
insyira
aderina
qistina

no one can ever beat them.

Sure we've had our ups and downs. And feel irritated because we're around each other too much, but they are the ones i can trust truly. Right now, we are oh-so-strong and i don't think anyone can break us apart. I don't know what i'll do without them. Still, i'm not saying don't be friends with the world. You can and you should.

Adeeb izzudin virginie nadira namira suhaimie are also the ones i trust whole-heartedly. I know they'll be there for me in rough times. Just like they're here for me right now through this difficult phase in life.

I love you guys


With love, nashuha naeela

thirteen. Nashuha

Hi. This is my bestfriend Nashuha. Obviously.
You can call her loud, hyperactive, easy to talk to, but the highlight here is SHE HAS A VERY BAD TEMPER. You wouldn't wanna get too close when she's having one of her mood swings. trust me, i of all people would know.

When you see us together, you might think that it's always smooth sailing. Well, you know nothing. We've been thru a lot of ups and downs, and it has brought a closer because between us there are no secrets and we dont have hard feelings for each other. she's my zen place.

Nashuha you see, she's very very weird. she talks about the most bizarre stuff, you wont even get her. She has this stupid way of talking in circles and not getting straight to the point but somehow, i get her. She doesn't give a shit about how i feel when she talks to me and that's what i admire most. cause she's the type who's open-minded and tells me whenever i look like shit or whenever i behave as if i'm out of place.

i made this promise to myself (eleh) that once i'm ruler of the world, i'd still have nashuha as my bestfriend cause noone can replace her cause she's too fucking special and irreplacable and most of all, one of a kind.
you see we met six years ago at this summer camp in perth. since then, we lost contact and met up again last year.

Roughly i've known her from a stick thin little girl, always with her pink barbie bag and pink sweater, to a thin teenager with small boobs, to an even pudgy and fat teenager still with slightly bigger boobs :)
Nashuha has seen me grown from a little girl who's really down to earth to a pudgy and fat teenager with big boobs, and this year an even pudgy and fat teenager with even bigger boobs. hahhhhhhaaahhh. whatevorrrr la kan. i used to be stick thing once, long ago. god said that if i was still stick thin i would conquer the universe because i have a fucking big faculty so he prevented it from happening. God is Great.

You see even thou sometimes we pendam perasaan with each other, we'll always find out. Best thing bout her is, she actually lets me do what i want, when i want as long as i stick to the books. she gets mad when i do stupid things, but hey if i was a girl who wouldn't do stupid things and would settle for less, would i be the syira you know now? no right. sure we share every single boy problem we have. we dont always agree on the same thing but our advices are always taken into consideration and i know that she knows this too.

You see, we might not agree on some things. Even more things i expect when it comes to the future. We adapt and change to everything right? We're only human afterall. I hope, that we wont grow apart and still be as crazy as we already are cause i love nashuha and yes, noone is good enough to replace her. TO THE BOYS, NONE OF YOU ARE GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER CAUSE SHE FUCKING DESSERVES BETTER.

Note to nashuha if you're reading this, please know what you'll always have a special place in my heart and i will always love and miss you wherever you are. I'm always gonna be here for you even if we grow apart. Come on, who are the boys kidding? We're too good for them boys out there. Am I right?


I hope, that by now. You'd be crying your friggin eyes out.
WITH LOVE, your bitch Syira.

twelve. Dilemma

I'm just saying this hypothetically.

Let's just say you have a boyfriend whom you love so much and one day you found out that he was CHEATING on you. And not just cheating on anyone, but your best-fucking-friend. Wouldn't you be fucking furious about it? You told your boyfriend that you wanted to break up. He gave a really lame excuse about what had happened and said it wasn't true. You know, all that shit. And he promised that he won't do it again and stuff, he won't talk to other girls. What would you do? Would you give him the opportunity to make everything right? Would you give him that second chance?
Come on people, i need response.

Remember, i'm just saying this hypothetically :)



Loves, nashuha

eleven. Starlight

Oh gosh, it has really been a long time huh? I guess blogs are just for me during the holidays. I seldom use the computer now. Not that i've been studying. I know this news is old but still i have to talk about it. Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson. Muslim or not, you're still #1 to everyone :D Too much has happened and i just don't know where to start. You know what, i'd rather not talk about any of 'em.

There's a party going on tonight. Not exactly a "party" party, but a dinner party. My grandmother's older brother, which makes him my uhh datuk saudara i think, is turning 80. And he's having like a makan-makan at Flamingo Hotel. Wardrobe malfunction, i don't know what to wear :S

I haven't even started on my Kajian Sejarah Tempatan and it was due like what, 3 weeks ago? Yeah. My teacher's so pissed and she wants everyone to pass up by Monday. I really have to start working on it mannn. I've got rina's thumbdrive with me now, and she gave me the permission to just copy paste her work. And this was like a week ago and still, tak bukak langsung the thumbdrive. You see? You see how lazy i am. Haihh.

Most of my friends are at Kem Motivasi this weekend. Even my boyfriend is! I'm so bored. I think abang's phone kena rampas by the school kot. We've not been contacting each other for quite some time now.

i miss you so so much, abang.
no shit

Love, nashuha

ten. Fast and Furious

Hello there :) I can't believe school's starting tomorrow. I guess it's true when people say time flies when you're having fun. Not that i have been having fun, but going to school? Phhfftt. I've been sleeping extremely late this past 2 weeks and i think i have to force my eyelids to shut early tonight -_- And i've been waking up late too so i just don't see myself waking up early tomorrow. Like seriously. How the hell am i supposed to drag my ass up at 6 in the morning? Damn. Oh my goddd, baru ingat. Tomorrow we're having Diagnostic Test! How f*cked up is that. Haven't studied a thing (as usual lah en *wink*) I also hope this second term of school is going to be better, insya Allah

I don't know why i even bother updating this crappy blog. No one's reading it pun kan. Sheesh nashuha, get a life! Oh btw since school is reopening, my mum's not allowing me to use the computer during school days. Which means i can only update during weekends. (bak kata syira, buat gaya macam ada orang baca) And by tonight, mama's RE-confiscating my phone. So yeahhh.

P/S: abaaaannnggg, i miss you so so so so much! :(


loves, nashuha

nine. As Promised

Here are the pictures from qis's surprise party. As promised

when qis arrived

the adorable cupcakes

playing WII

all of us, plus zahid who's taking the picture
<33

if only i could go back to this day again.


loves, nashuha

eight. Over and Over

Hey creatures :D I had loads of fun today. As you all know, today is Qistina's birthday, and we (as in syira, rina and i) planned a surprise party for her. The plan was to get qis to come to rina's house. And rina settled that with qis's mummy.

So i woke up bright and early today, 830, and went to rina's house around 930. Syira came right after. We got everything ready for the party. We only invited qis's really close friends. These are the people who were there:-

1. Adeeb
2. Dany
3. Shahid
4. Zahid
5. Sufy
6. Aiman
7. Hasni
8. and of course the three of us

Qis was supposed to come around 1230. So when it was time we all got ready for qis's mum's phone call saying that they were on the way. But when she did call, she said that they'll be coming at 130 because qis woke up late. Which was a bummer. Sufy and Aiman went back before qis arrived because they had to go somewhere. So, the rest of us decided to play WII to burn the time. Hahaha.

When it was time (this time for real) we got ready to surprise her. As soon as rina opened the door, we yelled "surprise!" and dany 'exploded' confetti's. The look on her face was simply priceless :) It's just something you don't see everyday. She cried and was all like thanks you guys. OH! and the cupcakes! You really should see the cupcakes, it's soooo scrumptious and adorable.

Later on, we went to the playground in front of rina's place. We threw flour all over her. Well basically, we were all covered in flour after that. Hahaha. Done cleaning ourselves up, we played some more WII and watched tv and talked and just lepak-ed. Around 430, qis adeeb and i wanted to go to klcc. The rest of them, well err let's just say we parted our own ways. Hanged out at KLCC till around 730 and got home at 8. I must say, this was the most fun i had in the 2 weeks holiday.

**I'll post up pictures as soon as i get my hands on them**


Loves, nashuha

seven. Insightful

Hello earthlings :) Sorry for not updating for quite some time. Went to syira's place yesterday, marathon-ed supernatural sampai season 3 i think. And now my ass still hurts for being a couch potato the whole day yesterday. Syira has a new haircut! Sumpah cina. Hahaha. Besides yesterday, i had no other things to do! I just hate to blog about how lifeless i am. The holiday's are almost over and i haven't touched my homework. Not one bit. I have 2 folio's and 4 work sheets. God.

i miss them. no shit.

Sometimes the holidays suck. I have nothing to do. My parents are being too over-protective of me. I can't go out at all. But, i don't want school to start again. As soon as school starts, Diagnostic Test awaits! And satu benda tak study lagi. PMR is in less than FOUR FREAKING MONTHS and i see it as if it's still far away.


Loves, nashuha

six. Hypothetically

bestfriends for life ;
not a label but a promise

loves, nashuha

five. For fun

Heyya guys. Guess who's back? I see that Nashuha's been doing a lot of posting. Sorry for the delay (buat gaya macam ada orang baca).

So yes, it's Friday already. It's been a week since the holidays started. Barely had time to have fun. I haven't seen Nashuha since Tuesday. It's friggin weird if you ask me. Do you know what else is weird? I HAVE NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. Usually I'm this little B***ch who doesn't know how to shut up. Hahah :)

Sorry guys, next time awaits..

Much love, Syira.

four. Jealousy much

Woke up at 11.45 cause mama called. Apparently i had a 'date' with her. It was a mother-daughter bonding time. It was fun, got to go shopping (the best part of going out with your mum :D) Mama had to go back to work, so i told her that i wanted to meet up with edreen since he's there somewhere too. Surprisingly, she was fine with it. So i met up with edreen and shahriel and they were in freaking school uniforms! You cannot imagine how embarrassed i was, but what the heck. We walked to pavi and they had their lunch at Carl's Junior. Faaidz and Dd joined later. I wanted to watch 17 again so badly, but semua taknak. Damn. We decided to watch monsters vs aliens at 4.

Edreen and i did something reeaaallllyyyy stupid. We wanted to watch the movie 3d version but everyone else taknak. We went into the movie and after 5 minutes of the movie we went out and bought the 3d version tickets. I know it was a waste of money, but hell yeah it was worth it :DD After the movie ended, we had dinner with mama and my annoying brother and sister. Edreen had to go back ALONE because all the other dudes tinggalkan dia. Pity him. Watched Hannah Montana the movie with mama and all. It was okay. Mama cried! What the hell, hahaha. That was what i did the whole day and now i'm here updating this crappy blog.

Yesterday, farhat called and said that his phone got confiscated by his parents. His brother, Fid, did something bad and sadly, he also had to pay for the consequences. Haih. And today, we only texted for like 10 minutes. He can't even call because his dad hid the house phone. I miss you sayang.

Loves, nashuha

three. Heads up

Yesterday didn't go as planned. I was supposed to NOT go to tuition (if you know what i mean *wink*) but farhat's mom went late for work. So we cancelled the plan and unfortunately i had to face 2 and a half hours of class! Thank god Syira and Rina were there making everything more joyous :D

Noticed how devastated i was for not seeing Farhat as planned, he told me to sneak out and go meet him at McDonald Setiawangsa. It was 2.30 in the morning and i was bored. So i did. Hahaha. Was there till around 5.30. It was so much fun. I love you, baby :)

they are the best

Okay so, Qistina's - the one in blue - birthday is coming up in about a week. We were planning on doing a surprise party for her. Since Rina can't go out, we'll just do it at her place. Things aren't really planned yet, but it'll be great, for sure :)

This may sound random but i miss Adib Fiqri a lot!

Loves, nashuha

two. Shake Em Off

Introductions are not necessary here. Nashuha did them for you, am I right? But anyway, she somehow failed to tell you guys that we're the best of friends, and this blog is OURS. It's not hers or mine. Anyway, holidays right. How is it getting along? As you can see, it's not going to good for us here since we just had to do a blog as living proof. *sigh. Usually when we're in school, drama's all we talk about. It's us, actually. No drama, then definitely not Syira and Nashuha.

So yeah, basically, we've fallen down from chairs together, got scolded by teachers for not being in class or not passing up our assignments on time, those sorta things. AND WE DON'T CARE. That's because we're the sorta friends that have each others backs no matter what. We don't judge each other, and we listen. Unlike you mofos out there, heh ;)

I really don't know what to talk about here. This blog looks so fucking plain. I even feel sorry for anyone who actually has to read this. After all, blogging is really not what I do :S I swear to god if i had one more day of this bored solitary life, I just might loose it.

Life isn't at it's best for now, having to go thru the same routine everyday is not how I'm going to picture my life in the distant future. Nashuha and I, we have fucking amazing dreams of what to do in the future. We're going to be so well off and grounded, you just might see us in the papers. * GRINNING :D Our hard work is going to pay off one day. So yes, I am very much set on chasing those dreams.

Life is very complexed. It's something that's not meant to be easy.
People on the other hand, are just sick. We adapt and change to everything we see.
Anyway, I have come to a point where I'm set free, I feel very liberated, and nothing has ever felt so good.

Much love, Syira.

one. Pilot

Hey people. Okay so basically syira and i decided to create this blog out of complete boredom. We're a bunch of lame asses who really don't have an objective in life, so yeah. Welcome :D You're more than invited to read this crappy blog of ours. Well as you can see, we're quite new here. (or at least i am) and since syira's being a lazy ass right now, i have to do the first post.

Let's start with this. Syira's psyched that in 10 minutes she'll be celebrating her 1 month anniversary with her boyfriend, Shahid Shukri. She's being extremely hyper right now, and apparently i have to deal with it. Whatever it is, i'm so happy for her. Have an ever-lasting relationship with him, baby. And shahid, you better take care of her, or i'll kick your ass. Hihihi.

Syira and i, we've known each other since we were 9 years old. We lost contact for awhile, but fate brought us back together again. Hahaha. It has been 6 years, and hell yeah we're still going as strong as ever. Continuing about us. Syira and I, well we have a lot in common. Trust me, a lot. We know everything about each other. We even finish each others sentences. How cool is that, dude? I love her to death and i'm pretty sure she knows that. We go to the same school, the same class, we sit beside each other in class and on top of all that, we even go to the same tuition classes. We see each other too much, seriously. But i don't mind :D

Anyway, i have to doze off early today cause i have extra science class tomorrow for 4 freaking hours. Goddd, kill me now. So here's to Syira + Shahid, happy one month anniversary :D

Loves, nashuha naeela